hey blog. well i seldom posting siang2 hari. but today ntah la bosan je. tu yg nak posting ni. anyway today saturday. 3 things happen to me. 1st i watched hindustan film kat tv tadi. tade wat pape so nengok je la. very the touching one. pasal abang jaga adik. well tau la kan my relationship wif my bro. kejap baik kejap gado. 2nd i ajak my mom p giant hypermarket tau. i nak ajak pegi beli makanan kudap2. tau ape tu kudap? yg bole dikunyah sambil tgk tv ke duduk2 ke sebab stok kat umah dah abes. 3rd someone i knew virtualy for couple of months nak ajak jumpe. well to be honest i takot nak jumpe. bese la low self esteem. or better to say i tanak amik risiko bile i dah jumpe and he dont want to see me again after dat. so why take risk? i tatau between this three things yang mana buat i menangis tibe2. my mom tanak p giant. cite industan tu dah abes and that guy i knew asyik sms ckp dia ade kat umah tak p mana2 and tunggu i bg green light je nak jumpe. dia baik. i mean virtualy dia baik. im not sure do i have feelings for him. i feel guilty to let him waiting for my call. dia sanggup datang area umah i. tapi mcm2 excuses i bagi. what should i do? dia kata this whole weekend dia nak spend his time with me. i would luv to see him but i dun have any guts. takkan pasal mak tanak p giant i nanges kan? tipu la pasal cite industan tadi i tak nanges. tp cover line sbb mak pun tgk sama. well what should i tell this man? nape i nanges? emosi tak stabil ketika ini. i nak p tempat yang i ske and mesti korang gelak. takkan la giant yg i ske. yes i ske p giant. tgk barang2, belek2 barang bole buat i lupe pasal unstable emotion. i nak ajak kawan minum sume pun bz. ye la weekend sume nak spend ngan family. well i guess nanges tu better decision currently.
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